Darkness Comforts

I came to hide in this crowd
But my loneliness didnt let me
It dragged me back into the corner
Tying me down with caresses
Wearing me out with lust
Pulling me apart with sweet poems
I reach for the light
Yet this enveloping darkness
Is comforting


David DSouza

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